Jesus the Hope

Malissa's Testimony

Malissa is a member of the St. James Church of the Nazarene. She is now the Chairperson of the NYI Fundraising Committee and is also a very vibrant worship leader.

God has granted me the opportunity to continue living on this earth. To some this may seem like a simple statement, but for someone who has been through what I have, another day on earth is priceless.

At the age of fifteen doctors informed me that I had a 20cm cyst attached to my left ovary. Apparently it had been growing there for months and I simply did not know this.

Let me give some background to my testimony. One night while I was asleep, someone or something told me that I should try to turn or wake up. Normally I do not even move in my sleep. But that night I listened to the voice in my head and I tried to turn. Thank God I did, because I would never have known that there was something was seriously wrong with my health.

Then as I tried to turn, I was stopped short by a stabbing pain in my lower abdomen. It felt as though there was a knife there. The pain was so intense that I actually had to call my sleeping mother to help me to get up. Shortly after that, the pain left me and I went back to sleep. 

However I heard the voice again and I tried to turn to lie on my side. The pain returned with such force that I could only slide off the bed very slowly. My mother heard me and came to my rescue again. Just as before the pain left after a short while and I went back to sleep once more.

The next day I went to school but  before the end of the day I had to be warded at the Port of Spain General Hospital. 

Honestly, although my family was in tears now because I was in so much pain, I was quite calm and without fear because I realized that since God never left me before that He would not leave me now.

I knew that I had to have surgery. But instead of having to wait forever for a doctor in the hospital, I was blessed with five very experienced doctors, who got everything done quickly and safely. The operation was a success. The cyst was removed, tested and found to be non-cancerous.

I truly believe that it was God's soft still voice that woke me up on that late night so that I would be able to have the situation rectified. God took care of me in that experience. I know that regardless of the storms that toss me and shipwreck me, He is always by my side. I am never alone.

Akia's Testimony